"Since earthly creatures live having been alloted mortal souls and there isn't any escape from death for either great or small: for this reason, while it is possible, live happy in pleasant surroundings; live remembering how short lived you are" - Horace

I feel so shite its untrue. Why, despite being in fucking asia and leaving me for 9 months to go "travelling" does my boyfriend not bother to write to me when he comes on the internet! yet has no difficulty talkin to his ex girlfriend? I miss him :( but im starting to hate him, but i dont. so confused. And my stomachs killing me which isnt bloody helping. Just want some ice cream :( but thatll make me feel worse. Any1 whos willing to chat wud be much appreciated atm :)

joining this groups complicated! Fair doesies i suppose. keeps out idyits and what not. so bored. so much work to do but have zeroooo energy. green tea time